08年的基调

07年的基调，是大喜大悲，大分大合吧。本就存无根之心，现就真的卷入飘荡之中，怀着驰骋的梦想。

08年伊始就发烧感冒心慌梦乱，接着在签语饼里看到watch your relations with others carefully, be reserved。简直就一大祸临头。还接连看到令我惆怅的space，那叫一个感时花溅泪。对此，也有若干种猜想，不过迷信色彩相当浓重。

相对于我这厢的萧条，在若干直系圈子里倒都有春意盎然的景象。有铁树开花，有破镜重圆，有新欢，有旧爱，有内耗亲加亲，有外联新开拓。直叫那是家家张灯结彩，贺喜宾客把门槛踏烂。08年至今我最开心的事，恐怕就是看着你们尽开颜呢。

08年的基调，可会是 成长，惆怅，沉舟侧畔千帆过，病树前头万木春 么。

不论07还是08，再算上之前03 04 05 06，也相信会应验于09的一个小发现：旅行是孕育8g的温床。

你看像什么？

• 手捧的蜡烛。。。
  两只手。。。
  端着
  我知道了 手可能是你的手的反光
• 这个是你的心吗
  心脏或者刚脏
  反正不是胃
  我觉得是你网上下的另类的心脏
• eye with fire
  有个黑点的那个地方，然后外面有一圈深一点颜色的圆
  真的很像睁圆的眼睛，然后中间有火焰，倒是像人在盯着蜡烛然后拍了眼睛。。。
• 哦，看着像长嘴
• 我第一眼以为是眼球呢
• 内窥镜
  就是看人体里面的镜子
• 烛心

我拍的

大片的启示

年底六部大片的启示：
《色戒》： 女人不可靠
哎，就是个女人啊
《苹果》： 男人不可靠
男人的坏都给搁那一人身上了
《投名状》：兄弟也不可靠
金城武就是投名状化身，杀俘虏，杀小弟，杀嫂子，都是因为他们的存在乱了兄弟情
《集结号》：组织更不可靠
感觉有点像离开雷锋的日子
开头的战争场面很现代化，队友手势，配合，狙击手。看着真不像从前对中国军队的印象。于是猜测是不是冯小刚在尝试用电影改变中国军队在观众中的形象。电影即使不真实，可是能潜移默化的加强观众对中国军队的自豪感，还是值。
《长江７号》：地球人都不可靠
明天看
《命运呼叫转移》：还是中国移动可靠
第一个故事也就是这意思。第二个里面的音乐挺好听，可是歌词滥点，情节挺童话的，还好。第三个第四个就莫名其妙了。。。

陈斯语录

1. 有的人 思考是因为他做错了事。他大彻大悟，他醍醐灌顶，他浪子回头金不换，都是因为他做错过事。
   思考人生，是因为在成长中犯了错
   思考感情，是因为对别人或者自己的感情犯了错
   However, throughout my formal education, I saw overwhelmingly more attention and praise on regret, on apology, but nobody cared about those who always did right.
   Once in an article I learnt that heroes only appeared when there was something wrong. Not that he comes out because he is a hero, but it is because the world is wrong that someone comes out.
   
2. youth和growing up，一定要选一个么？
   突然想赶快长大，不然从小到大的玩伴，都要被三十的男人引走了
   听了唱了一个多月的forever young，刻在脑子里的是youth is like diamonds in the sun, and diamonds are forever
   Between these two, maybe there could be a balance rather than a choice.
   another thinking is that only those mature ones know how naive they were.
   
3. 三世之赌，我猜，是个女人写的。
   谁能有三世？
   And who dare say he wants to make this gamble and will never change his mind?
   we all have only one lifetime. And it becomes the excuse of many lies.
   
4. 存不存在一个人和一个人，他们内里就是合不来。不管怎么揉合，都像水跟油，越揉越难看。
   从前我不信，现在。。。
   如果是，他们是不是就不该认识对方？

break the rules, make exceptions

happy new year, boys and girls, ladies and gentlemen, princes and princesses

i was surprised how fast i forgot things and how out of mind I could become when exhausted and sick. and maybe they were just trifles that nobody else cared.

before I forget those happiness and mistakes, before that 10 days really becomes a dream, before I can't discriminate things happened from my imaginations, here, thanks for reading.

to those who care about our trip
it was fun and exhausting. I should have been more reserved, both physically and interpersonally. traveling in a place so different from where i live always makes it feel like not real, in a good way.

to those who shared with me this trip
we shared quite a lot of stories, we got others updated with our lives. I never mind about driving, but i should have been more prepared for that. EED is different and precious. i found i never understood something and i still have nothing to say about that.

i know that old saying that you are going to spend the new year the way you spend the new year eve. It's possible that it will be true. maybe 2008 will be just the opposite of 2007 in some aspects. maybe there will be a new me. let's grow up. let's be forever young.