Talking about 转载 10句话

Why are there so many wholesome and lovely words running around these days? I'm not new to such game but still have to say this one again is enlightening.

Maybe it's because it's coming to the end of this year. Before long we will see small yellow stars shinning in a line indicating new end-year sum-ups. Actually it has already come. There will be thanks giving, loves sharing, appologies expressing and future wishings. How exciting!

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转载 10句话

第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离　
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
why it starts with this topic?... Enjoy! lovers

第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人　
才是真正爱你的人 
it may be annoying, but at least they care to correct you
 

第三句
付出真心　才会得到真心　
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离　就能保护自己　
却也注定永远寂寞
I can dive with all my own heart, but how can I dive at the stake of others'

 

第四句
有时候　不是对方不在乎你　
而是你把对方看得太重
he/she doesn't love you as you expect doesn't mean he/she doesn't love you with all he/she has

 

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人
That's more than a friend. That's a friend for a life.

 

第六句
就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
a lie can only hurt those who believe it. Just like one can only hurt those who love him/her

 

第七句
真正的好朋友　
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起　就算不说话　
也不会感到尴尬
Don't use it as an excuse

第八句
没有一百分的另一半　
只有五十分的两个人
we don't have the power but we never say never. and don't say only

第九句
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
为你的难过而难过的　
就是那些　该放进心里的人
it's a custom to say I'm sorry

第十句
冷漠　有时候并不是无情　
只是一种避免被伤害的工具
still, don't use it as an excuse.

After all, I have to say, not all of them make sense.

zz wholesome words

Life is short, let us die young or let us live forever, we don't have the power but we never say never
Break the rules, the sky is the only limit
Forgive quickly, this is an issue
Kiss slowly, feel using your heart instead of lips
Love truly, never hate
Laugh uncontrollably, open and share
And never regret anything that made you smile. it's worthy as long as your smile came from your heart.

民风淳朴

网上订票，凭信用卡在影院领票，票上也没座

从停车场到放映厅的座位，路上没看见一个工作人员，只有卖票柜台里的一个小伙和卖冷饮柜台的大妈。也没有检票机。

开场前10分钟，五百人的放映厅里就我一个人，坐在正中看广告

开场，人数是之前的三倍，后来的人们还都坐在最后一排

开场15分钟，人数又翻了一番，也不知道坐哪了。

电影结束在各个放映厅逛了个遍也没见着人影，入口处贴个牌子说您必须买票进场，请把票带在身上。

其他厅倒是也没在放片，于是我就还是这么在没有人影灯火通明的影院的厚软地毯上悄无声息的走了出来，开车回家

一切都是那么和谐

one more funny thing

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So funny~~
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Talking about 点名

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点名

貌似很好玩的样子~被点到名的同学不要怪我。。。

新式点名! 这次点名到真是新颖,请直接拷走,先点名再回答问题~~最后再看我的答案！！！！！！！！！ 

规则：被点到名字的要复制上一位点名者的问题, 然后随机再点出十个人, 回答所列问题. 每一个问题都要答。最后提一个自己的问题。被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人將会永远得到大家的祝福。

点名(partly according to the possibility to continue this game) 

1. deedee zhang

2. julia zhu

3. ruoyan qin

4. erzhen lin

5. litao

6. freelancer zhang

7. di yang

8. wangdi

9.  yang haiyang

10. sijing shen

好了开始游戏~ 

 

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1)点你的人是（她的姓名）：florafly

2)你们的关系是：高中同学

3)你觉得周围的人认为你是个怎样的人：沉默神秘 

4)自己喜欢的个性是：独立

5)相反的，讨厌的个性是：沉默，不专心

6)自己想成为的理想类型是：专心，癫狂

7)给关心自己、喜欢自己的人大喊一句吧：大声地诚恳地说——谢谢~想见你

8)需要多大的独处空间、如何打发？ 比现在的小点。。。洗澡/游泳，睡觉，胡思乱想，走路逛公园，开车逛地球

★[6號跟誰在談戀愛?] 没在跟谁。他上次跟我说的

★[9號是男還是女?] 男

★[如果7號和10號走在一起，會是好事嗎? ] 不是～不是～

★[那8號跟5號呢?] 这个提议不错。。。我没有想拆散谁跟谁和谁跟谁，只是构思一下。。。【背景：这俩都是女的，都新谈了男朋友】

★[你跟3號最後一次聊天是在何時呢?] 11-23-2007

★[8號最喜歡哪隊樂隊?]  不知道，只知道她上回说在听阿桑

★[1號有沒有兄弟姊妹?] 没有

★[你會追求3號嗎?] 现在不会，前提1：可以有在一起的未来。。。这个点名真神奇啊

★[那7號呢?] 现在我是男的他也是男的，我不会追。如果他是女的，他那个性格的女的也许挺有意思，不过还得看身材长相什么的。如果我是女的，好像他比较喜欢追人而不是被人追？

★[4號是單身嗎?] 不是。

★[10號的名字?］我拼音都打出来了

★[5號的姓是?]  li

★[2號的嗜好?]  熬夜:)

★[3號有魅力嗎?] 嗯～是的

★[5號和9號合拍嗎?] 不知道，我感觉免不了吵吵闹闹的

★[隨便說一件關於1號的事]  装个床把手给切了，还越来越喜欢装家具了

★[9號呢?] 大家对他的豪车寄予厚望

★[2號呢?] 她圣诞节回上海

★[你試過對8號有feel嗎?] 试过啊

★[9號住哪裡?］178 Russel St, apt1, Worcester, MA, USA 01609 

★[4號最喜歡的顏色?] 蓝色么？可他毕业照穿的鲜黄色

★[5號和1號是好朋友嗎?] totally 不认识 

★[7號喜歡2號嗎?] 不。totally 不认识

★[8號跟9號呢?] 好神奇的点名，据我所知，嘿嘿

★[你怎樣認識2號的] 大学一个系的，她跟我高中同学一个班的，跟我很多高中同学都认识，后来oops一起做，她也是EED的

★[10號有沒有寵物?] 现在家里没有 吧 

★[说一下你对3号的感觉？] 有点小抱歉，怕不成熟的我在刚踏入成人世界的时候伤到人，好朋友，美女，祝开心啦

★[10个人里最有个性的是哪一个？] 都很个性。space最奔放的是10吧，也是我现在看的不够多

★[10个人里你最喜欢谁的个性啊？] 都不错 

★[你觉得5号的人怎么样啊？] 就是有些冲动

★[10人中毕业后你与谁联系最多？] 一半是我毕业后才认识的。另一半里，都差不多

★[你认为1号会先结婚吗？] 我觉得在这10个人里面，她不会算快的。

★[6号什么时候结婚？] 可能比1号还晚

★[9号和点你的人有什么共同之处么？] 没有

★[4号和8号谁更好色？]  一男一女怎么比较？8号是女生好色不好色不会跟我说的，4号好色好得很有品

★[4号和10号你比较喜欢谁?]  又是一男一女。

★[５号和７号谁更欠打？] 一定要选就7号吧，虽然我不知道7号能不能打得过5号。。。。我打不过5号，7号还没试过

★[10个人里有没有原来想表白而没有表白的？给你个机会说] 。。。

★[被點名的你打算什麽時候結婚？] 30？如果能碰上的话，就早点

★[你觉得哪几号应该互相认识一下？] 1 8 4 7 3 6 2 5 9 10

★[哪几号不应该互相认识一下？] 没有什么

我加的问题 [5 6 7 8 你会选哪个做今后一年的伴侣？]

还没够

打了会篮球，俩小腿都抽筋了，右脚踝又扭了，俩大脚趾都磨了，鼻子眼皮都划破了，眼镜也歪了

可还没够。

除了运动，还有什么方法？速度？酒精？熬夜？

So long haven't I been here

Reading those ancient blogs tells me how stupid I was when I was in love. Luckily that I always use "maybe" for my feelings. That meant I was always careful in love?

Anyway, this blogger is still private. hehe. I still don't see the need for publicizing this place. I've got space, google page. And I really don't utilize this too much.

一个避免太多重复的解释的方法

告众多关心非学术问题的观众们书

结束了，为了历史车轮向前行进，减轻我身上的压力，把那个起初挺好玩的事情终结了。

结果不是如大家（至少是表面上）想看到的那样。很遗憾没能为茶余饭后事业添砖加瓦。

应该是没有造成什么破坏，也没有获得新的资料可以共享。

留言的时候注意一点，不要太直接，不然我可删。

It's a holiday

It all started with a lunch in the house of a very religious family. At the beginning, everybody gave thanks. The idea is if you don't know whom to thank, thank god. And if you do know whom to thank, also thank god for letting you know them. At a time, the atmosphere became heavy. A lady really couldn't hold her tears when it was her turn to give thanks.  And later the grandfather of the family gave a serious short speech thanking god, describing god and loving god. People there really meant it. That's good, and that's pure.

My Thanksgiving dinner was in my advisor's apartment, with him, his parent who drove from Montreal to visit him and another Indian grad student who just came this week. Still a lot of food; although not as much as today's lunch, still I was crammed. Their coffee was good. It was not disturbing but very effective that kept me wide awake until driving to midnight madness.

Midnight madness, followed by mad Friday, was a hell of experience. If I were not there, I would never believe a line longer than 2 miles of vehicles waiting to enter that mall. It was a double- even quadruple-lane line on the expressway. I thought the situations on other routes entering there must be as bad as there, but later I was proved wrong. Only those who are crazy and simple would go for that Midnight Madness seriously, and since they are simple, they always prefer to stay on the major roads rather than to find a footpath.

It was like the whole new England came to Wrentham, the outlet mall. I wondered whether they went shopping at other times of a year. But the order there was not bad. Maybe it was also because they were simple.

People warned me about how awful the midnight madness would be. And that was the major reason I went for it. I didn't really want to get any big deals. I was just there to see how crazy people could become. And I did see people with various styles.

I got home around 6am after another fruitless visit to Bestbuy. Advertisements for Christmas were already there on my doorstep.

感恩节早晨

有些许大年初一的感觉。

美国人都不上班，基本都去走亲访友，商店也关门，前天下过雪，树木萧条，天空裸露，有点小冷。

不知美国人感恩节见到都会怎么问候，会不会一拱手，说“哟，王头儿！感恩节好！感恩节好！给您拜谢拉～哟，这您小孙女回来啦，长这么高了，呵呵，在哪念书哪……”

酒精的放大作用

这是从拿我自己做实验中得出的结论。

如果把人的情绪当作一个频谱，醉酒是个滤波器，抑制了一些顾虑，让一些冲动凸显

如果把人的大脑当作一个操作系统，酒精打乱了它的时钟，而且使某些进程的优先级竟高于时钟的优先级，而且将很多算法用随机数替代，甚至在处理器被占用时漏过一些中断。

于是，醉酒，让好心情更好，坏心情更烂，离情更真切，思维更简单。酒精一浸，有时候我能更看得清自己的想法，所以我喜欢醉。

于是，容易做出很多决定，可能这些决定对于一些人来说，酒醒了就忘了，可惜那不是我。

醉酒的我，头脑发热，做出的事，绝不后悔，即使并不是完全对的，可终究是按我的意愿做出来的，即使只是一部分意愿。

所以我喜欢醉酒，因为那些事，否则我不敢做。

Christmas in California

 

Itinerary 121860001983

Mon 24-Dec-07

Boston (BOS)
Depart 5:50 pm
to 
Los Angeles (LAX)
Arrive 9:34 pm

2,604 mi
(4,191 km)
Duration: 6hr 44mn

DL
Flight: 1700

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3Economy/Coach Class ( 29D ), Food For Purchase, Boeing 737-800

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Total distance: 2,604 mi (4,191 km)
Total duration: 6hr 44mn

Thu 3-Jan-08

Los Angeles (LAX)
Depart 9:55 pm
to 
Boston (BOS)
Arrive 6:15 am +1 day

2,604 mi
(4,191 km)
Duration: 5hr 20mn

DL
Flight: 1699

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3Economy/Coach Class ( 30C ), Food For Purchase, Boeing 737-800

First Snow

First snow came this morning just before Thanksgiving. It's worth recording, since that's one of the reasons for my here coming. Everywhere excited people enjoying. By a tree, you can hear rustling. Hitting leaves that is snow falling.

 

Notes of life 节选

……

今天觉的我的生活可以这样解释：

我打开了一个潘多拉的盒子，涌出来的力量我没有能控制，我在被它吞噬，因为我并不完全抵触，因为我当初打开盒子的时候就期待会有很奇妙的事情发生。

那力量推着我走上了一条路，没有u-turn，我也不想回头。表面上，我开始习惯和喜欢这里的生活，这里的人，可内心依旧暗流涌动，是不敢还是不甘？

我体会到一个概念——生活的节奏。可能世道常在不曾更改，只是自己的节奏时快时慢。

那颗心一度被禁锢，被束缚，当重获自由，又开始玩火追逐暧昧的火花？

……

Thanks to give...

Thanks to Tian, Wei for moving my luggage from International House to Dover, for the Chinese buffet, for that Corolla and all the registration and insurance work, and for the rescue when I locked my key in my car

Thanks to Zeng, Kai for being my road test sponsor twice

Thanks to Li, Xuekun for advices and inviting me to his home for poker game, during which I got to know Yang, Haiyang.

Thanks to Yang, Haiyang, through whom I got to know Liu, Dayang and Zhang, Dawei, and later Wang, Di and Guo, Yu, and many other friends.

Thanks to Lin, Qingsheng, who picked up me and Shen, Sijing at Boston Airport the day we arrived.

Thanks to Shen, Sijing for the mattress, and for flying to US with me.

Thanks to Lu, Leon for giving me the printer and the notebook.

Thanks to Uncle Jia for coming to Worcester from New Jersey that weekend I arrived to help arrange everything and let me know the importance to be tough and independent. Also for that weekend I spent in his house with his family full of love.

Thanks to Li, Tao for inviting me to join her in that host family, and for so much basketball time. Also for being a friend in AK.

Thanks to Dawna and Roger and their sons for being our host family.

Thanks to Yang, Di and Pu, Di for having me over for dinner and so many talks and advices.

Thanks to George Frankian, my landlord, and his wife. They are both very kind and warm-hearted person.

Thanks to Wang, Di for swimming time.

Thanks to church for many relaxing Friday night, the foliage trip and the BBQ in August.

Thanks to Hu, Yin's father for bringing medicine and clothes to US for me.

Thanks to Wang, Qian for talk, help and discussion regarding life in EE.

Thanks to Professor Alex for being my advisor.

Thanks to the cleaning lady in AK for daily greeting in the first month, and for her always happy smile.

Thanks to those kind Americans and other international students for making my life bright.

Thanks to my friends in EED for friendships and those calls.

Thanks to my friends from NM for the everlasting friendships.

Thanks to my friends from F0303007 and SJTU for caring and encouraging.

Thanks to my family and relatives for concernment, support, understanding and advices.

Thanks to Dai, Jiajia for casual talk and sharing and understanding.

....

And thanks to you for visiting here

3 Easy Ways to Make Postcards from Your Photos (And Brighten Someone’s Day)(ZZ)

Postcards are a lost art.

If you’re like most people, during your last trip you either: a) Dashed off a quick “Wish you were here” on a cheesy card you found at the airport, or b) bought a stack of beautiful cards but forgot all about them until you got home, or c) forgot about postcards altogether.

Hey, it‘s okay. Vacations are stressful.

But who says that you can only send postcards when you're away from home? You've got great photos, and it’s a simple task to turn them into postcards.

Take our advice: Spend 10 minutes today to scroll through your photos and pick three that make you smile. Print ‘em out, follow our instructions, and send off some beautiful just-thinking-of-you postcards. You'll make the world a brighter place for a few of your favorite people.

These days, our mailboxes are more likely to be stuffed with junk mail and bills than anything we actually want. We all love getting mail (the real kind) and a picture postcard by surprise can really brighten a friend’s day. Here’s three simple ways to make postcards from your photos.

Method #1: Peel-and-Stick postcard backing

The folks over at The Vintage Postcard Shop make it easy for you to tell a friend you think they're swell.

All you need is one of your dazzling 4×6 or 5×7 photographs, one of their peel-and-stick postcard backings, and a friend. In no time, you'll have scrawled a witty message, slapped on a stamp, and made your friend‘s day. Ta da!

These postcard backings are made from heavy stock, so they keep your photo stiff. They've also got a box for your stamp, lines for an address, and they're photo-safe.

By the way, the backing is a tiny bit larger than necessary, so you don't need to worry about getting your photos on perfectly straight–just trim off the excess and you're good to go!

At just $4 for ten 4″x6″ backings, they're a steal!

Method #2: Use nothing but a photo

Here’s the super quick, super simple, super cheap photo postcard trick:

1. Print your photo at 4×6
2. Turn it over
3. Slap on a stamp, jot down your message, and write your friend’s address, all where they would normally go on a postcard
4. Drop it in the mail!

Yep, that’s it!

Not many people know this, but there’s nothing fancy about the postcards you buy at the store–you don’t need a USPS blessing or special paper to make a postcard, just make it look like one!

(Now you’ve really got no excuse not to send a postcard today.)

We should note that while we’ve tried this trick a number of times, we’ve never sent a photo internationally without backing. Photos by themselves aren’t nearly as sturdy as postcards or photos with postcard backing, so if it’s crossing an ocean, we recommend using method #1.

Method #3: Let the Post Office do the work

We found a cool service on the post office website that lets you create a picture postcard online and have them send it for you. You never have to touch a stamp, a pen, or even your photo!

[CS's comment: you get 3 free postcards after signing up at USPS！]

It’s easy. Go to the Premium Postcard website and scroll down to upload your image. Once you’ve done that, tap in a message, choose a font, and fill in your friend’s address. A day or two later, they’ll print it up and send it on its way.

While this method does make it incredibly quick to send a photo to a friend (you can even send the same photo and message to dozens of friends at once!) there’s something special about getting a handwritten postcard.

If you’re short on time but can print your own pics, try Method #2. But hey, a computer-printed postcard is still better than no postcard at all!

where is everybody?

This is the first Saturday I spent in Worcester in almost the past month, and I am confused and honestly a little worried by that nearly nobody is online this whole day.

Last night, we 8 went to Boston and came back at 2:30am. Those were some happy hours and I am expecting to see some happy faces and words today, but where is everybody?? Are you still in bed? or is it normal that nobody show themselves on Saturday? I'm waiting for the pictures~~

Maybe it's also weird in others' eyes that I disappeared in each of the past 4 weekends.

 

Alright, I am wasting time dizzily today. I should have stayed in bed until noon, even waked up by my father's call at 8:24. Last night was a little too much for me. I'm a driver needing practice.

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[转帖]在国外的我们

有人对我说，"你以为你出国就了不起了？" 出国的人，没有什么了不起的，真的，出来有段年头的我也没有觉得出国有什么了不起的。
但是，出国以后，我们每个人都很了不起。如此说是因为，我们有着其它人不能体会的辛酸苦辣，也看过和经过太多气愤无奈。可是从来不愿说起，并不等于我们没有故事，恰恰相反的是我们的故事太多，已经不再为此大惊小怪，或者应该说，我们没有时间也没有精力再去想如何诉说了。

外国人
不论是自己向往，还是因为其它的原因来到国外，从到了异国他乡的第一步，我们就有了一个共同的名字，外国人。外国人，顾名思义就是外面国家的人，一个本不属于本国的人，外面的永远和里面的有着所谓的区别。本国人口头上是很注意回避用"差别"这个词来形容这种所谓的区别，回避使用带有优劣色彩的词汇，然而这又能如何？实际生活中，赤裸露骨的差别何处不在？租房子，进学校，找工作，就连消费都包括在内。外国人这个名字，随时提醒着我们这里不是家，所以不要幻想平等，不要奢望同情，最后能帮自己的只有自己，要渐渐学会自己疼爱自己。

扭曲的心
不得不承认我们的心是被扭曲的，至少不是正常的，我们生存在一个本来不正常的环境里面。从踏入别人的国门，我们就要学着精打细算，学着兢兢业业，学着洁身自好，学着面对油盐酱醋，面对锅碗瓢盆，面对人间冷暖。摔倒了爬起来，明白了懂事了。摔多了，习惯了，坚强了，也孤僻了。大事小事都要靠自己，所以我们越来越坚强，坚强的不习惯别人的关心；时时刻刻都要保护自己，所以我们越来越自恋，自恋的忘记了还要关心别人。我们的浮躁，我们的自私，逆流而上，让我们孤僻的美丽可怜。这不是歇斯底里，一夜之间自己曾所熟悉的拥有的都消失不见，取而代之的是另一个和自己格格不入的世界，谁又会笑得很舒心？

天堂不在国外
国外不是天堂，即便说给出来旅游的人们，也不会相信，反而换来的将是一句不知好歹。我们不是来旅游的，我们都明白接着要在国外走过的这几个灰色春夏秋冬将要如何坚强面对，这里没有天使，也不是天堂，至少对于我们这群被称作外国人的群体来说，这里绝对不是天堂。就连我们自己在明白的时候，也已经是在国外翻打许久以后了。

时间
国外的时间流逝的很快，一天分三十六个小时来用都不够，因为我们要花太多的时间精力在一些曾经觉得微不足道的小事情。洗衣扫地，烧水做饭，缝缝补补，我们的理想不算伟大，只期望偶尔某个早上能偷偷的睡个懒觉。夜里打工回来，总会是比较兴奋的，即便是自己想要去睡觉，也睡不着。身体很累想要睡去，精神却还在折腾。于是每天上床睡觉的时候，才发现又预支了第二天好几个小时。

网络
上网侵蚀了我们每天很多时间，这仿佛听起来对于喊着没有时间的我们，很难自圆其说。那是我们仅存的一点侥幸心理在作祟，让在不经意中还渴望有人和自己一样，在地球的某个角落发送着SOS或者渴望着回音。于是我们挥霍着宝贵的睡眠时间，游荡在一个不存在的感情世界里。或许网络里面的我们，才是真实的，因为这里让我们感到安心，这里没有天堂没有地狱，没有国界。在假的世界里有着真的我们，暂时逃避开真的世界里面那个假的自己。

朋友
对于在外面的我们来说，有两群朋友，国内和国外的。每次回国，封印的记忆被打开，见到国内朋友是一件多么幸福的事情。只是随着在两个不同环境成长的我们和他们之间，共同语言越来越少，当自己满怀激情的要把经历和感受说给他们的时候，反而让朋友们感到莫名其妙，虽然每次朋友都会微笑点头，但是直觉告诉自己，他们不会懂，就像自己很难理解朋友们的许多想法一样。在国外的朋友就不同了。经历相同的事情，接触相同的时间，共同语言就会多许多，然而离的越近，摩擦面也就越大，好在虽然时不时吵到面红耳赤，几个小时以后，大家又都会回到不分你我，因为心里都明白，处一个朋友是如何宝贵的，快乐是因为两个人的快乐，悲伤是因为两个人的悲伤。蝙蝠不会和鸟儿飞翔，也不同于兽类的习性，能和它为伍的只有和自己一样的蝙蝠。

恋爱
国外的爱情，来的太快，走的更快。这里没有亲情，缺少友情，爱情的成分就自然膨胀。脆弱的人把爱情当作良药，坚强的人把爱情当作游戏。这里的爱情就像被饲养的肉食鸡一样，有了目的的成长只是一个简单的程序，几天就可以养肥一只白白胖胖的鸡，几天也可以培养一份看似亲密无间的爱情。结果，和肉食鸡干燥无味的肉质一样，催化起来的爱情也是难以下咽。

亲情
想家想父母，但是不懂得如何能确切表达。即便在国外学了许多语言，却发现自己的表达能力越来越差。"慈母手中线，游子身上衣"这里面的分量，心里明白，也想说，说不出来。想家的感觉很美，就像圆月的深夜，想要沈浸在这个美丽中，却有冷风时时提醒自己，这是外国的月亮。家，对我们来说，是藏在心里最暖的一个寄托，不敢打开这个盒子，一旦打开，眼泪就会有流下来。然而，外国不需要我们的眼泪，只需要我们汗水。亲情也自然就成了一个被禁忌的话题，成了扭着心头的痛。

我们需要的不是同情，而是认可。
我们在国外，努力过，成功过，相信过，期望过，欣慰过，失败过，猜疑过，伤心过，失望过，愤怒过，高兴过，胡涂过，领悟过，张扬过，虚伪过，坦诚过，兴奋过，平淡过，堕落过，发奋过，认真过，马虎过，悲哀过，同情过，怜悯过，无奈过，争取过，承受过，美丽过，丑陋过，施舍过，得到过，想念过，忘记过，珍惜过，遗失过，挣扎过，痛苦过，精明过，疯狂过，傻过，哭过，笑过，忧过，愁过，真心恨过，更真心爱过。
有血有肉的我们在国外曾经走过。 所以，我们有资格说,我们骄傲，因为我们在国外。

3:10 to Yuma (2007)

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朱奕希推荐的电影，今天抽空看了。

skywalker把这电影放在签名档里，这是他很喜欢的类型。

电影的风格，也总是让我想起xixi，想起他的那台电脑，那显示器，那甚至摆不下一瓶可乐的桌子。

还住在一起的时候，可能还会凑在那CRT前，开着音箱一起看吧。

电影依旧很精致。

开始很现实，后来逐渐变得传奇，结尾呢，浪漫主义么？

一个有两个好儿子的爸爸，一个要给两个好儿子做模范的爸爸。他曾经也不是完人，但他是个父亲，所以要为儿子做完美的榜样。

他不曾有完美的人格，他知道完美的人格生存很难。可他还是想儿子们的心灵纯净正直，所以虽然他所面临的让他显得无比渺小，还是要挺身而出。

起初，他确实是为生活所迫，为了家庭为了钱而走上这任务。也许他本可以退出，可是意外的儿子的到来，于是他在暴风骤雨中一定要坚持正义的形象，为了一个父亲的尊严，父亲的伟大形象。他不是传奇的大盗，也不是富豪要员，这都无所谓，他要树立伟大的人格的榜样，给儿子。

最后，浪漫主义的是，大盗被震撼了，可能是被他的决心，可能是被他的宁死做出的正义形象。

另一个主角，是横行的大盗或者土匪。他儿时被抛弃，不知如何成长为传奇大盗，混迹于土匪混混之中，被他们敬仰。

他做的是个恶人，因为他来往人物尽是如此，于是他习惯于不相信善。

他也许先是对那个父亲的完美人格好奇，却一直不明白什么是支撑他的信念。

他本可来去自由，可后来竟能为了成全维护正义和伟大形象的父亲，心甘被他押解。

敬仰他的一帮土匪，奋力来救他，在他眼中的价值却不如押解他几天的这个父亲。也许在他眼中，人皆可杀，因为人皆有为恶。但对于这个奇特完美的父亲角色，只有钦佩。

大风大浪中行走江湖，阅历何其丰富，可是始终在苛刻地寻找人性的善。

朱奕希就是喜欢这样的角色，一步之差踏上为恶之路，极尽其恶成枭雄，留人性之善于心底。

50% of engineering is advertising

Seriously, even my advisor said this. No wonder so much reading and writing.

Why is my major called ENGINEERING while somebody living next door in whom I see no more theoretical work are called majoring in computer SCIENCE? It's true that there are more and better computers and screens next door, but I always think we are more like scientists and engineers then they are. Whatever, just some trivia.

shopping lust

Does it sound true that the more you push yourself, the more load you put on yourself, the stronger the desire that you want to make up to yourself?

Or I was just lured after last weekend's window shopping at Galleria(some downtown mall with Macy's and somthing like that) and the French and Italian food?

Italian food

Fettuccine (literally "little ribbons" in Italian) is a type of pasta. A popular fettuccine dish in North America is fettuccine alfredo.

Fettuccine alfredo(Comments by CS: In some restaurants also called simply Alfredo although should be fettuccine) is a pasta dish made from fettuccine pasta tossed with Parmesan cheese, butter, and heavy cream. (Comments by CS: the cream is really heavy)

Pasta is a type of of food made from a dough using flour, water and/or eggs. There are many variations of shapes and ingredients that are all called pasta. Some English speakers say that pastas are a type of noodle. A few examples include spaghetti (solid cylinders), macaroni (tubes or hollow cylinders), lasagne (sheets).

Pasta fagioli or Pasta e fagioli(Comments by CS: a soup), meaning "pasta and beans," is a traditional Italian peasant dish that is now a frequent menu item throughout the world.

A house

halloween

halloween

Trip to New Jersey. Family Life

It was just 2 days together. Why do I start to miss them so much, like they are the only persons I could think about in US?

I do like that family, my uncle and aunt, Sherry and Portia. The father and the mother are of traditional Chinese style, the two daughters, 5 and 12, are mixtures of American and Chinese. The problem was I always didn't know whether to speak Chinese or English. Speaking Chinese makes me feel more like in a family, but they definitely wanted to give their daughters an English speaking environment.

The elder one is independent like an American, but mild and kind and polite like an educated Chinese girl. She is skinny and as tall as her mother already, but athletic and steady-minded as a result of tennis training and match experience since 6. She takes good care of her little sister and do housework a lot. She paints, writes and plays origami like a well educated girl, and is really serious and devoted when practicing tennis, even just basic skills. She is a perfect elder sister. And her voice is beautiful. She seldom speaks Chinese, but when she does, it's like the best voice I've ever heard.

The little one is super adorable and energetic, singing all the time. She never cried even in bad mood.

They have a wonderful house. It was quite roomy, bright and quiet, with forest in the backyard and a large lawn in the front.

A lovely house, 2 sisters and a happy family. I felt warm and content, willing to give up anything to protect it.

Is it because I've lived a single life alone for as long as more than 2 months that I was so invulnerable to that? Why does it get me so easily and tightly?

What's more, they are moving to Florida, and they are going to sell their house. The parents didn't choose a normal way for their daughter as most Chinese parents did. They foster her talent in tennis at all expense. That's the reason why they are moving to Florida, where winters are shorter and warmer, so that she can continue her training without interruption. In the standing of US girl tennis players, she is one of those who have played the most tournaments. Surely it was uncle Jia who took her around the country playing matches.

I'm dreaming of meeting with them again. And I will speak English next time.

猜猜猜（续）

汉人

被异国国王收为女儿

萨满教圣女

逃婚与某人结伴江湖

为父皇和国家离开某人回国应对险恶局情，父皇死后被逼婚，但其设计暴露自己汉人身份，宁被投入狱

吃毒药而白头，某人来救，她不愿与之相认

见之故意将随身携带的兵器/乐器扔入火种，奋身扑救，相认

中毒不治，某人为其吸毒至己身，她背诵部分秘籍经书，助之驱毒。

某人与西域大师比拼不敌，她在孕中奋力回忆背诵秘籍，终助之取胜。

心神耗竭，产下一女后辞世

死前，不愿某人亲眼见其死去，恳求他取the乐器演奏the乐曲以将其遣开。

待他归来，她已离世

猜猜猜

金庸笔下的一个角色

女性

不会武功

体质孱弱

个性温柔驯雅

与某人是传说中的一对幸福江湖情侣，结伴行江湖

早逝

生有一女

死后其夫（即某人）思念亡妻，脾气乖戾

dinning tradeoff

what to eat: homemade meal vs. CC(campus center) food

	homemade meal	CC food
pro	healthy high degree of freedom controllable cost	fast convenience
con	time-consuming too far from office need a lunch box	expensive or unhealthy

where to eat: home vs. ECE lounge vs. CC(campus center)

	home	lounge	CC
pro	quiet close to bed	quiet nice chairs close to office	nice seats and tables good place for social life good place to collect rumors
con	poor chairs too far from office	only for microwaved food

小大人儿

小大人儿，指的是那些满脸稚气的小孩，一米出头的身高，被大人打扮过一番，像模像样的，还刻意模仿大人们的身姿，表情和说话口气。

随着成长，身高赶上了大人们，脸上的稚气被成型的五官掩盖，已经很久没有被人叫小大人儿了。

可最近突然觉得，那股幼稚似乎又回来了。

当然，到了这里美国，有新的社会习俗要学，也没有人在旁教导，这跟小孩听不懂父母的教导的情形很像。于是，就只能模仿，从点点滴滴开始，什么都是新鲜的，也分不清楚什么样的更好，都想试试看。小大人儿的心态，也正是这样吧。

析炼过去，有很多可以摒弃。通过对照，能显现真理。

正在，以幼时的好奇心行走在这新的时代。

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发觉这篇写的太乐观向上，本来不是想这么表述的。其实，有这样的感慨：

原来自己还是幼稚。

过了二十岁以后，才偶尔有人说我比较成熟，不是长相，而是处事行事。

以为自己长大了，可是在这里发现依然很幼稚，在经历上，在思想上。

觉得自己有些时候在硬充成熟，其实心底很虚，不过是个小大人儿罢了。

不过也有时候会觉得周围的人也并不很成熟，都比我大不了几岁，虽然有的已经成家，有老婆，有的还有孩子，可给我感觉和国内周围人定义的成熟不同。可能他们确实还有些幼稚，可能那是这个社会中being positive的表现，很好。

瞬息风云变

本来很高兴又有网站提供访问ip统计，后来发现系楼AK的ip不是固定的。后果就是经常看到一个新鲜ip一查发现是自己，想追查别人的ip也查不到。

为了本周五及周末的新泽西之行，这几天日程排得稍微满了点，觉睡得稍微少了点，论文打印的稍微多了点。
本科生学期终于又开始了，对于我这个非TA只有好处，学校的体育设施终于又回到生活中来了。正好我脚也养的感觉上恢复了93%。
游泳吧打球吧虐待健身器械吧

Below are the B Term Athletic Facility Hours beginning on Tuesday October 23rd.

Alumni Gym                          
M – F   7am – 11pm                              Sat. – Sun.    12 – 11pm

Harrington Auditorium          
M – F   7am – 11pm                              Sat. – Sun.    12 – 11pm

Fitness Center:
M – F    7am – 10am, Noon – 9 pm Sat. – Sun.    12 – 6pm                

Tennis Courts
Will close at dusk.

Pool:          
Mon                      11am – 1pm
Tue                       Noon – 1pm,           7pm – 9pm
Wed                      10am – 2pm
Thu                       Noon – 1pm,           7pm – 9pm
Fri                        11am – 1pm
Sun                       Noon – 4pm             

归来去

这次是我真的决定离开
远离那些许久不懂的悲哀

想让你忘却愁绪忘记关怀
放开这纷纷扰扰自由自在

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答点名以舒遣

Q3:当你最不知道穿什么颜色的时候，你会选择什么颜色？
蓝色
Q4:2007年你最后悔的一件事是什么？
none
Q9:如果给你一个机会去世界上任何一个地方旅行你会去哪里？
my heart
Q10:如果时间能倒流你希望回到什么时候?
又是不可能的问题。没这么想过。如果是为了验证时光倒流的可能性，回到一秒钟前吧。
Q11:你心目中理想的爱人是什么样子呢？
我对女性，对爱人关系，已经恐惧了
Q12:最想实现的三个愿望是什么？
幸福生活，茁壮成长，
Q13:我在你眼里什么样？
这里“我”指的是julia。乐观，有勇气，装可爱
Q14:如果让你拥有一种超能力，你愿意拥有什么呢？为什么？
reading minds。最近被我的生活搞得怦然心动，原来这么精彩。
Q16:与喜欢的人见面,想要穿成什么样？
干净，细致，自然
Q17:如果有来生，你选择当?
石头或者上帝
Q18:最喜欢的食物？
吃了对身体有益的食物。
Q19:如何向喜欢的人表白？
等喜欢了可能就知道了
Q20:如果你爱的人不爱你怎么办？
继续爱，等时间或者环境改变我
Q23:如果从天而降99枚金币，你的第一反应是什么？
为什么是99个。告诉别人。
Q24:世界末日，你会幸存，并且你可以救一个人，你会怎么做？
一个人活不了很久，两个人也活不了很久。就我一个人在世界末日以后等死吧。
Q27:你的爱人要出国，你会怎么做?
随便，大家都快乐就行
Q29:在你心中谁最可信？
说我坏话的人
Q30:你希望谁得到幸福?
我希望 谁都 得到幸福
Q32:现在你最喜欢的人是谁？
我自己
Q33:目前最大的愿望？
speak as a native 
Q34:你有恨过谁吗？
有吧，就像我有尿过床，都是因为年轻幼稚
Q35:远距离恋爱是否注定要分开?那么如果喜欢上一个遥远国度的人你是否会选择跟他走？
远距离恋爱注定地理上分开。如果喜欢是基于了解的喜欢，如果除去这个人的原因我也觉得到那里去没什么不好，我会去。
Q36:如果有一天自己觉得自己的某一次选择是错的，可是现在已经再也无法重新来过，那该怎么办？
尝试纠正，不然就重装系统。
Q37:对你而言,爱情和友情哪个比较重要?
友情。
Q38:如果能预知未来,你最不希望看见的是什么?
痛苦
Q39:如果有一天 我和你吵架你会怎么做?
这里的“我”指julia，“你”指陈斯。跟你吵呗。
Q40:我和你男<女>朋友同时约你，你会陪谁出去？
这里的“我”指julia，“你”指陈斯。如果我女朋友约人的想法动机预期计划思路方式和我的一样，陪我女朋友。
Q41:世上真的有真爱吗?你眼中的真爱是什么样的?
希望她（们）/他（们）/它（们）快乐
Q42:当你被我点名的时候是什么心情?
感激
Q43:会不会姐弟恋？
会
Q44:难过的时候会做什么？
如果我想继续难过，听伤感的歌曲，反复听，
如果我不想，找人聊天，不是随便找个人
Q45:放假在家怎么个无聊法?
串门
Q46:每天几点起床？醒来的第一个念头是什么？
9点多。几点了？
Q47:如果有个丑女（男）和你表白，你怎么办？
据。如果我也喜欢她，肯定不会觉得她丑。
Q48:最常回忆的事是什么？
那些伴随着笑脸
Q49:对自己从前的爱情，是什么感触？
不后悔，爱就爱了
Q50:如果你的朋友和别人说话而忽略你会很生气么？
不会。各人有各人的生活，我不是世界的中心。
Q53:觉得挂QQ等级的人幼稚伐?
各人都有权有自己的想法。我觉得得看挂qq等级占了这个人的精力的百分比。
Q54:如果自己喜欢的人喜欢自己讨厌的人你会怎么做?~
留神，不让自己喜欢的人被自己讨厌的人伤害。
Q55:说实话（一定要说实话哦）你对喜欢的人的外表要求高吗？在你心里的外貌标准是什么？(不可以笼统地说顺眼,稍微具体一点)
如果我已经喜欢了，就没外表要求了。标准的话，算了吧，我现在还处在兴趣极度低落的阶段。
Q56:永远有多远.....？
julia说“每一个现在”，她还说“为什么我总能说出这么经典的话”。
永远就是从现在开始到“永远”这个副词所修饰的那个动词结束的时候。
Q57:等待自己爱的却不爱自己的人,可以坚持多久?
永远
Q58:喜欢和爱的区别是什么?
喜欢的想亲近，爱的是为了宾语更好更快乐
Q59:相信感情是可以培养的么?
嗯
Q60:怎样的异性适合我？
这里的“我”指的julia。。。。抱歉，我不知道。
Q61：现在感觉累伐？
心累，相当累。
Q62:觉得QQshow 和qzone坑人伐？
愿者上钩
Q63：你现在幸福吗？
不，尝试回归
Q64:最近看的最好看的剧是什么?
PB。我最近只看过pb
Q65:至今为止做的最疯狂的事情是什么
开车带了除了我之外4个人竟然还敢在山路开70mph，因为没有经验车太重会加长刹车距离。
Q66:你对前女友的好友有好感，会主动追求吗？
会吧。
Q67:你对童年记得多少?
没多少。有很多被动记忆，主动想想不起来。
Q69:如果你明天就要咔嚓了，你觉得还有什么一定要做的还没做？
公布我的秘密，散财
Q70:你相信这个世界有精神力量的东西么？诸如神、上帝之类的
我相信有精神力量。可我不觉得精神力量就是神或者上帝。

我对10-13-2007的记录

早晨出发，我开车。

阳光明媚，一扫周余的阴霾。第一次郊游，车里塞了若干大个，他们很high。

路上车少，两侧树叶儿缤纷，偶尔路过湖泊小河。

在乡间，难见交通灯，GPS上显示Continue xx miles。

于是。。。我似乎也有点high。

。。。

GPS显示接近右转路口，0.3miles，可是路的前方还没看到路口迹象，我略微减速，到60mph。

当我终于猛然看到那个右转的路口，已经不到0.1mile。

就在这一刹那，我记得当时是这样的

我踩刹车，但没有踩死，有个担心是后排的人冲出来撞到前车窗

我转方向盘想右拐，可是我感受到的惯性和车的轨迹显示不可能，50mph过一个半径可能四米的直角弯

当时车已经偏离直行路线（后来想想我当时应该立刻左转方向盘冲回原路，可当时没有想到），我只想不顾一切刹车减速

不知道冲上路边土坡的时候时速是多少，反正冲上去了，半个车身，在众目睽睽之下

似乎有熄火，脑中闪过最坏可能性若干，我先把发动机关了。两侧路口，各一辆车，停在那里观望着这边

再启动，一次，不成功，二次，不成功。

幸运，第三次成功了，

倒车，车能动，松一口气。

检查了一下，看来是车头下的塑料挡板烂了，右轮挡板也穿孔

清了清土，继续上路，时不时停车寻找不正常的声音来源

前挡板失去固定，开快后受风力下压摩擦地面。后来尝试塞回远处后，虽然还不能固定，但基本没事。

前轮的平衡似乎被破坏，方向盘摆正车并不直行。等到开回来的时候这个差异已经不明显了。这辆车，或者这个机械系统，也许有自动校正前轮的功能。不过只能校正到一个不大的范围，短时间内还不能校正至精确。

后面路上都很顺利。而且开回来的时候，除了方向盘有些歪，其他，似乎，都没有影响。

。。。

以上事故，导致到达99miller的时候损失了半个小时。

到了目的地，为了寻找组织，在诡异的极具误导性的沟通下踏破铁鞋，发现教会就在原来的地方。半小时。

吃了点冷菜，冷肉，啤酒，香蕉

跛着脚（打球扭的，不是开车撞的）转悠转悠，风景还好，可还不是看斑斓树叶儿的季节。

好的是有片朝西临河的草坪。。。也许逐渐地会跟美国人一样，开车一两个小时只为了一块晒太阳看景睡午觉的位置。

一些照片可以在google album里看到。

。。。

晚上被接去了Charlton，又拜访了Dawna and Roger and Sons，又在他家院里烤了火。幸福的家庭，他们信上帝，那么就请上帝保佑保佑他们吧

三则

此起彼伏的婚礼进行曲

来美国后，频繁地被结婚或者已婚的消息震惊。但这和我飞到美国没什么因果关系，是因为我到了新环境知道了新风尚，是因为本来就有很多人正经计划过毕业的时候结婚。

我曾经有个美好的愿望，参加每个朋友的婚礼，现在只能眼睁睁看千帆飘过，在这厢惊诧祝福，尝试着改变想法。

 

咖啡中毒中

没吃很多晚饭，紧跟着喝了杯可能很浓的咖啡，上了两个半小时课，又去健身一个小时。

是不是健身加速了血液循环导致咖啡因扩散到全身？心慌，手抖。

 

原来low price edition/international edition/indian edition就是影印版

上面的四个可以划等号吧。

One thing I need to get a stomach for in US is coffee

I'm not having coffee for the first time in my life. I've had countless cups of Nestle and Maxwell, as well as 5th Ave. All of them are instant coffee, 1 pack/cup, simple and good. But coffee here is absolutely different from all I've had in my whole life of 22 years. People here use coffee machines, which I've never laid my fingers on before.

Skipping all the differences, here comes my symptom. I always get the feeling of hungry immediately after I pour down a cup of coffee, especially hot coffee, even only 1 hour after a hearty lunch. Those steaks or vegetables or noodles are like resolved and disappear; neither go down nor up. Then, a little uncomfortable in stomach and somewhere below it, but still not anything, at least no as much as I expect, comes out. 

People, do you like US coffee?

国庆

祝在中国的亲朋好友们国庆长假快乐！

How do you pronounce your name?

Sigh Chen?

C Chen?

C Chen without 'T'. (This happened because a guy from Taiwan had a name 'Tsi Chen')

farewell, my private office

Since Alex felt that I'd better stay together with others in his new-born group, I got to move to that crowded room. And consequently, I was asked to return my current office.

After occupying this office for more than a month, it doesn't look as stupid as before. What's best is that it's private, and it's quiet. Nobody ever come to this part of the building, except a lady who comes to get rubbish every 6 PM. Someone even don't know its existence. So, it feels good really.

ill words

Don't look back to the old days!! It hurts so much. I hate reminiscence!

I used to do that a lot. But instead of get used to it, I get more and more easily addicted and captured.

Each time I jumped into a new environment, the old things were like vaporized. But whenever someone reminds me of a simple glance of that, the whole passed world returns and drunk I fall.

subway, quizno, etc.

I'm at a total lost at these fast food franchise!

 

They always ask xxx, xxX or XxX. And I have absolutely no idea what they are. Even after they showed me the condiment pane, those weird things made no sense to me, except for tomato and lettuce. Tons of eccentric words and veges running around there.

I failed a road test

 Details and comments are on the heels...

 

Here they comes...

 

I drove more than 21 miles to a town named Framingham to take my road test, and to got my license if passed. But I drove all the way back without a license obtained, but an experience of failure because of 4 mistakes as follows,

1. You came to a full stop when taking that right turn. You actually dont' have to do that.
   
2. Again, at that left turn.
   
3. You didn't look back through back window all the time when backing in that 3-point turn.(although I did look back all the time when backing straightly in another subject)
   
4. You didn't look at your blind spot when pulling out. (actually, I think I did glimpse that way)

 

quite a lot of new things today

Just pick some of them...

---

I drove to laundry today, although I still don't have a MASS license and I haven't been on a road for over a month since the last and only on road experience of no more than 100km in Shanghai.

 

And, reality is reality, you can't live in imagination.

 

My skill was not as good as I had thought. I jerked on pedals; I took hours to park and didn't always make it; I almost happened to cross a red light; I forgot to proceed when it turned green... What's more, the seat was a little low, and I haven't figured out how to adjust it vertically yet. And I was so careless as to get on road when it was very rush hour. Luckily, nothing serious happened. No collision; no being spotted by police. Thank god the neighbour is quite safe without many police patrolling.

 

Still need much practice.

---

Due to the above. I missed the first half an hour in class. I thought I was just on time. but it turned out that I forgot that courses in Math Dpt. always started 30 min early.

 

Still, I think nothing serious happened. I didn't miss anything except some casual talk by the instructor.

---

I cooked patties today, made of meat, I guess pork, and a little pepper. I only do the cooking. The patties was bought from supermarket.

 

It was ok. At least I have some quick meat in recipe.

---

Microsoft Math is a cool toy jumping into my brain this morning. It can even calculate the inverse of matrices. Not only those with totally numbers(I know matlab can deal with that), but also those with variables. However, it was still not so smart as to know how to do reduction, and some symbols refused to show themselves at least in my laptop.

 

Maybe matlab can also do that...

---

That unused room with a lovely free printer was closed to update to a computer laboratory. So I lost my free printer. Trying to find a new unattended one...

包子

冷不丁地被提醒，才想起来远离这美食已经多少十日，而这还只是开始。

食堂的大肉包子，菜包子，油乎乎，大的小的，一蒸一大笼 @@

同样情况的还有饺子，不过饺子费点功夫我还能倒腾出来，也会煎。包子咋做呢？

秋色

今早十点从室内出来迎接明媚阳光，突然发现迎头那棵__树已然花了颜色，红如苹果皮，黄如银杏叶，夹杂浮动；在远山和友邻都还是盛夏绿的时候显示自己特立独行或是先知先觉。待到西面那片山头都响应季节的变更，可能得以见识到“满山秋色”的展示。

 

Labor Day以后，我这终于开学了。每周三门课，周一二三各一节，一个seminar在周三。So,

 

CONCENTRATE

 

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“满山秋色”——据说Massachusetts曾被翻译为“满山秋色”，正因其地形和植被在秋季美好的搭配，后因这翻译太直白，而采用马萨诸塞

我在WPI

开始精心算计菜价，每日收支，开始每天自己琢磨做饭做菜，又开始懒得做饭

开始网上购物， 因为没有车，城市里也没有公共交通，因为不想总麻烦别人，因为我又没有别人来主动让我麻烦，所以。。

又开始去健身房，等买了网球拍以后开始打网球，身体是自己的

开始有自己的office，虽然小，可够私密；开始只有睡觉的时候才回寝室。

开始学着经常对人作出开心的笑状

开始学着跟邻居甚至只是稍微有点关系的人建立友好关系，

开始把相隔几条街的房子当作寝室来串门，

还会开始开车，可能会开始越来越晚回去睡觉也没有罪恶感

 

有钱，生存目前看来还不难。

这半个多月我已经花了一千美元，包括一年的保险562以及半个月的房租

 

还有开始更新space？

reunion and farewell

哥们儿们都离校了，珍重，记得联系

你知道，那是欧尚的荧光灯，我是要离校的人儿了

晚上最后一次喝酒回来，仰思坪上已聚了不少圈人，放肆的，冲动的，留恋的。躺在仰思坪上胡言，仰思，同时痒死

 
伸手想摘天上那唯一一颗星，还若隐若现

  
7月7日晴，来搬家的人络绎不绝

 
是因为天气闷热，还是因为最后要坦诚的离开？

有的即将背包，有的已然远行。

  
橱柜，空荡荡了。床，赤裸裸了。那里，让它去吧

这些，带着我们的气息，记录着我们的存在

 
有的家长，还是第一次见

 
到了你要走的一天，可惜昨晚还没能跟你一起喝酒，后会有期

最后能帮你的，也就是帮你搬个行李了

 
封印，我们的521

留下，最后的祝福

寝室，让我最后再睡你一回。那灯管，电扇，和星星。

最后的午餐，可是没有酒

 
那里的横幅，竟然是“慈母手中线，游子身上衣。谁言寸草心，报得三春晖。” 

     

 
突然来了暴雨，东区草坪上又有了积水，隆隆的雨声，冲吧刷吧

雨停了，兄弟也送走了，后会有期

曲终人散了，这时，是2007.07.07

天晴了，

 
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